life....

things seem to be better, i still want a vacation though. i think i am getting kinda bored, maybe it is just the summer time. I dunno. it looks like everyone i know is having a baby this year. i am always a year ahead on everything! guess thats it for now.....

can i run away???

Please???? am i ever gonna be happy? In one way i wanna be left alone, in the other, i want to have more than i got..... everyone one i know is moving to a new place, going on cruises or having babies..... I am just sitting on my ass alone @ home....... sucks.................... :-(

weight

btw i have lost 18.5 lbs, like anyone cares

ugh!

This losing weight thing sucks! no one is here to help me do it, walk with me or anything, i was doing okay for a while, i seem to have lost about 10 lbs, in about 3 weeks of actually trying. but other than that it sucks! our scale is a POS and never says the same thing twice! I have like 6 weeks to lose at lest 18 more lbs. it better get done before i give up! well gotta run.

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time to lose that baby weight!

okay every one says they are going to lose weight every years around jan 1st!
well i am too. i kind of started last week by cutting sodas and trying to exercise everyday. i am mostly doing this due to the fact i have a ton of clothes that i could fit in two years ago. Right b4 me & J got back together i weighted about 145 and i was happy with my self. more energy and i thought i looked good when i went out.
I also started this Sacred Heart Diet which mostly consist of veggy soup & fruits.
I made the soup it taste like normal southern food to me. but i still seem to be hungry. Which i decided a long time ago i eat when i am bored and that seems to happen a lot. I haven't gained much weight after i had lily. Maybe 4 lbs after i dropped 25 right after she was born. But i feel like crap and am always tired. I have been drinking water for 2 weeks so far. i can tell it in my skin a little and boy does it make you have to go potty! lol
I am trying to eat at certain times of the day so i don't over eat but i may break any minute i am starving as i sit here and soup doesn't seem like breakfast food to me.
I joined this web site called it says i should weigh 120lbs by jan 25th of next year. lmao! Thats to funny! But i am going to try this out for a few weeks & do the soup thing this week. To bad i do have a scale right now. I guess i will look for one later.

gotta run! i will update this time next week!

My baby is growing to fast!!!

Aawww Lily bug is 6 months old today! i am gonna cry. i don't want her growing up so fast. Soon it will be her 1st Christmas, then new years, valentines day ,easter then Birthday!!! omg no! never! that can never happen! i want her to be a tiny lil baby for ever! I love her so much, i am crying right now. She has the cutest lil fat cheeks and and when she smiles big she has one lil dimple on her right cheek! Gosh time has gone by way to fast. I gotta go hug my baby girl now! byez
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ugh!!!

Well house is 3/4ths done..... waited around all damn day and the other guys never showed.......

Kids are great except i think Alyssa turned 3 not 7 bc she acts like a baby now....... speaking of babies i am worried sick about myself.But no one will ever know that...... Halloween was great, got cute pics on my myspace. well gotta run get J fro work.
lata
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