28 weeks and 5 days....

but only 10 weeks to go due to c-section. Lil is in Lous room and seems to like it so far. We have a first name but not sure ab a mn. I wish i had some one to give me a freaking baby shower though! I really need a mattress and car seat b4 they stop selling another car seat we like. I guess i am going to stop ranting now. goodnight.

almost 2010

26 weeks! 13 to go! but nothing has been done..... x-mas was okay. its going to be way different next year, i just wish i has some clothes and things for this little boy who does not have a name......

13 weeks tomorrow.....

Wow how time flies when do done want it to. I will be 13 weeks tomorrow and yet the only ppl who know are Justin, Jenn, Mycha and Christy..... Not sure why no one knows maye because they are not important enough to know... not like i really have any kind of relationship with my family. That's why I moved so far away. I hate for this child to not be known about or celebrated. I am happy about it, i would be much happier if someone else would get off their butt though..... Which makes me want to move back home.... But i don't have a home to go to any more.....

6 weeks and 5 days.........

Well this kinda sucks, baby #4 and once again no one knows. I haven't told anyone really bc i am kind of scared to until I go to a dr and see or hear it. I just don't feel right, i haven't been sick, I have been nauseous a few times but that's it. I am sooo sleepy and when i am not to tired to move I am doing other things that need to be done. I want to shout it from the roof tops, I know ppl will look at me and think bad things bc this is #4 but I have all of my children and take care of them the best I can. I am excited, ready to buy a crib set and car seat, even-though I know we have months to go. Well that's about it for now, gotta pack for a last minute trip to where ever we end up!

New New New!!!

new school year, new layout and new something else.........

so lets look at a list from sept 08.

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1. get a new house, preferably the one on Eastern Valley road.
2. Potty train Lily
3. Buy a bigger car.
4. Sell the civic.
5. Go to a real football game.
6. go to New Orleans.
7. Have a real beach trip & birthday party.
8. go to Tennessee for Christmas.
9. buy a cocker spaniel & pug puppy.*



now we have more of a dead line for this list. i am going to knock a few things off of it.


list revised

1. Potty train Lily by September
2. Buy a bigger car by February
3. Sell the civic, asap.
4. Go to Tennessee for Christmas.
5. Fix,paint and organize house by 2010.
6.Be ready and PICK A NAME by Christmas!


So yes, this will be a busy year. Alyssa goes to third grade,Pacey goes to kindergarten, Lily will get to stay home with me all day, until late March early April then a new little brother or sister will be here! (i really don't want a baby born in April) I am excited! for the first time i will not have to move after this child is born. I know other people will be mad at me or say ugly things but i am married and live in my own house, so i do not care what they have to say. I want to do this one right, i said that with lily but it didn't happen (see the whole year of 07). I am ready, i need to lose a little weight, hopefully i can without hurting anything. I do not honestly know how J feels about all of this, i mean we kind-of discussed another one, but not so soon. I do need to write a little note to myself here:


1.bring a camera in the delivery room, c-section or not!
2.take photos every day,week, month and print them out!
3.use the baby book! write down teeth, height weight, first words first steps!

Guess i am going to stop talking to myself now.

oh and take and print out tummy shots! this is the last time i will ever do this do it right and enjoy it!

Phone test

Seeing if I could post from my phone! Life is alrigh. Need to find my lil list of stuff.

Summer....

K I need a new list.

1. Clean/ fix house
2.Sell civic
3. Buy bigger car
4.Take a real vacation
5. Potty train lily