Get this baby out of me!!!!!

Now!!! I want it out. I don't want to go to the c section on monday bc
it will scare the shit out of me. I do not want to have the baby on the
damn 14th anyway. I don't sleep at night. I have been having
contractions all day, that don't fucking hurt. I have been yelling at
everyone today. I am sick and tired of it all. I want to see him/her
tonight. I want to name it one day too. That's prolly why it won't come
bc he/he doesn't have a name yet. I cannot stop crying. I nested all
last week. I want to get out and walk but I can't do shit with pacey and
alyssa being bad all day! Maybe they arnt being bad. Maybe its just me
being tired and ill. I don't know. And I also know this will all be much
worse next week. But I know I don't want to have this child on a monday
in montgomery. And I want to be able to sleep thur the night. I don't
even have may damn insurace fixed yet bc I have to go down there! Ugh I
am so pissed! I will shut up now bc it is not like anyone fucking cares!
ByE
--Lindsay B for damn ever!