I have spent 27 years...(I think) trying to figure out who I am.
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The truth is I have no f'ing clue! I could list facts about myself all day but there is enough of that over here.
I was divorced once in '05 and my #1 phrase to run with was I had to find "me" again. But the problem is "me" has gotten older, lazier, and fatter. And the old "me" is lost. I have this I don't care attitude about everything. I think that is just me resorting to being 13 again. I care, hell I care a little too much. I just hope everyone knows that. I don't think I have and will say it out loud to anyone. Except my kids. I don't feel close to anyone but them and after this year I am afraid to be close to anyone. I have no clue what this post is supposed to say/mean. I guess I will take a shop at finding "me" one more time. If I fail in 2012. Screw it.
