to get by at the lil house till everything is done. I kinda hate it bc I
wanted all to be perfect with the pregnancy and have a nice happy room
for the baby to come home to. But that didn't happen. I am also so sad
bc I feel like I was so unprepaired to have her and didn't get any pics
right after she was born. But she is here and healthy so that all that
matters. I am still so worried about her name. I feel like noone likes
it and it doesn't flow well. (Maybe I am just not used to saying it
yet.) I also feel as if we just gave her a name and Justin isn't so sure
about it but won't tell me to my face. She never goes by Lillian , maybe
I should have just named her Lily but I feel like that's a nick name and
not a firstname that will age well. Lily seems to fit her I like the
name Lillian and I really wanted Evie to be part of her name but I never
got any input from Justin if he liked that idea or not. I didn't want to
be too confuseing and name her Evie , plus her whole name would be said
wrong her whole life. I really liked Evie Reagen though but it would def
be said wrong always. So she is LilyBug to me for now. I just hope she
doesn't hate me for it when she gets big. She is so sweet and so cute,
very active to be so small. Looks just like her daddy though, and I
already know she is going to be a daddys girl. Well I am going to stop
now I could talk about baby girl all day.
Here is a pic of her 1st night home sleeping so sweet.
--Lynz
