almost 2010

26 weeks! 13 to go! but nothing has been done..... x-mas was okay. its going to be way different next year, i just wish i has some clothes and things for this little boy who does not have a name......

13 weeks tomorrow.....

Wow how time flies when do done want it to. I will be 13 weeks tomorrow and yet the only ppl who know are Justin, Jenn, Mycha and Christy..... Not sure why no one knows maye because they are not important enough to know... not like i really have any kind of relationship with my family. That's why I moved so far away. I hate for this child to not be known about or celebrated. I am happy about it, i would be much happier if someone else would get off their butt though..... Which makes me want to move back home.... But i don't have a home to go to any more.....

6 weeks and 5 days.........

Well this kinda sucks, baby #4 and once again no one knows. I haven't told anyone really bc i am kind of scared to until I go to a dr and see or hear it. I just don't feel right, i haven't been sick, I have been nauseous a few times but that's it. I am sooo sleepy and when i am not to tired to move I am doing other things that need to be done. I want to shout it from the roof tops, I know ppl will look at me and think bad things bc this is #4 but I have all of my children and take care of them the best I can. I am excited, ready to buy a crib set and car seat, even-though I know we have months to go. Well that's about it for now, gotta pack for a last minute trip to where ever we end up!

New New New!!!

new school year, new layout and new something else.........

so lets look at a list from sept 08.

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1. get a new house, preferably the one on Eastern Valley road.
2. Potty train Lily
3. Buy a bigger car.
4. Sell the civic.
5. Go to a real football game.
6. go to New Orleans.
7. Have a real beach trip & birthday party.
8. go to Tennessee for Christmas.
9. buy a cocker spaniel & pug puppy.*



now we have more of a dead line for this list. i am going to knock a few things off of it.


list revised

1. Potty train Lily by September
2. Buy a bigger car by February
3. Sell the civic, asap.
4. Go to Tennessee for Christmas.
5. Fix,paint and organize house by 2010.
6.Be ready and PICK A NAME by Christmas!


So yes, this will be a busy year. Alyssa goes to third grade,Pacey goes to kindergarten, Lily will get to stay home with me all day, until late March early April then a new little brother or sister will be here! (i really don't want a baby born in April) I am excited! for the first time i will not have to move after this child is born. I know other people will be mad at me or say ugly things but i am married and live in my own house, so i do not care what they have to say. I want to do this one right, i said that with lily but it didn't happen (see the whole year of 07). I am ready, i need to lose a little weight, hopefully i can without hurting anything. I do not honestly know how J feels about all of this, i mean we kind-of discussed another one, but not so soon. I do need to write a little note to myself here:


1.bring a camera in the delivery room, c-section or not!
2.take photos every day,week, month and print them out!
3.use the baby book! write down teeth, height weight, first words first steps!

Guess i am going to stop talking to myself now.

oh and take and print out tummy shots! this is the last time i will ever do this do it right and enjoy it!

Phone test

Seeing if I could post from my phone! Life is alrigh. Need to find my lil list of stuff.

Summer....

K I need a new list.

1. Clean/ fix house
2.Sell civic
3. Buy bigger car
4.Take a real vacation
5. Potty train lily

days pass me by..........

Man I feel so bad about something i do ever single month! Always on the 12th, i will say "Lily is going to be XYZ months soon, I need to remember to take pictures." Well then around the 16th i say...."Crap when was the 14th i forgot!" then I have to search through my phone and camera and looks for pictures of that day, needless to say i have some from that day this month but I still forgot what day it was.... So the pictures are horrible.
But she like her hair up now, so i have some cute ones from the 13th,to bad they are from my phone so not too clear but i will post anyways.
Guess thats all for now.

snow then spring?

A little over a week ago we had snow, this weekend we set our clocks forward??? Am i the only one confused by this? my whole week has been off, right after having a good week last week, i am so sleepy now and Alyssa was late for school Monday. The weather says it is currently 75* so guess we will take a trip to the park today, then post spring pictures, lol.

weekly

k looks like this may be a weekly thing, so this week lets see what has happened so far....

weekly

k looks like this may be a weekly thing, so this week.... lets see what has happened so far.... On last Friday the direct tv man was supposed to come but cancel due to tornadoes, the next day it was sunny but a lil chilly, on Sunday it SNOWED! That never happens around here(i will add a few pictures with this post), then the next few days i was running around like a crazy person to prepare for company around here, and guess what they are not coming..... i could have figured.. As far as the crzy weather here it was 70* and i had on flip flops! Alabama is so strange!

new blog...

Well i am thinks about starting a new blog or just starting this one over. I keep seeing all of these wonderful blogs that are dedicated to new babies or weddings ect, that's what i wanted when i started this but it didn't happen bc it too a trun to ranting! so none of that any more. I just need to update more often, and actually have something exciting happen.

i need to blog....

happy late anniversary to me. it did not go as planned, which was probably my fault. i am really upset and very confused on what happened that next night. I dunno what i would have done ether way, but i feel as if it was my fault and i really would have been happy if things didn't happened as they did, i am so sad i don't have anyone to honestly talk to. I don't know how to fill this emptiness i feel. i dont want to do anything but find a reason why, just running to the store makes me sad, i dont have the energy to clean, cook, get dressed.......... i feel in a daze, but i cannot be bc i have to take care of everyone else myself comes last.....